8.5
There are a number of different ways an album can make one feel sad, but in my experience I would classify most of these under two main umbrella categories: sorrowful albums and sad albums. Trouble Will Find Me really appears to belong in the latter of those two categories, and yet it feels more sorrowful than sad. Doubtless, all of this requires some explanation. When I say 'sorrowful albums' I am referring to those albums which focus on some sort of tragedy, there is a substance behind the artist's sadness. When someone has something to really be broken up over, his or her sorrow tends to feel much more real. I think of William Fitzsimmons' The Sparrow and the Crow, a divorce album so intimate and barefaced that I haven't been able to stomach its entirety since meeting my wife. At the other end of the spectrum is an album like Morrissey's Ringleader of the Tormentors. The man may have a good amount to say in a lot of his work - and don't get me wrong, I love the Smiths - but, Ringleader is mostly the Moz wailing about nothing. This, as far as I see it, is what separates simply sad albums from truly sorrowful albums. And, while sorrowful albums often create a powerful impact for the listener, the feelings stirred by sad albums are typically as fleeting as the substance which is being sung about.
All of that to say that Trouble somehow fits the billing of a sad album while delivering the emotional punch of a sorrowful one. Matt Berninger's songwriting is a mix of melancholy and mundane, everyday life in plain speech interspersed with enigmatic lines of poetry. One song contains both the line "I'm tired, I'm freezing, I'm dumb" and the lines "when they ask what do I see / I say a bright white beautiful heaven hanging over me." At first, it's hard to swallow the odd combination of first person prose and poetry, but eventually the two become so connected that there really is no difference between them. Berninger simply interprets his life as a poetic tragedy of sorts, and it's never really overstated or melodramatic, just confusing and realistic. Sure, there are occasional slips into territory that feels contrived and over-poeticized ("under the withering white skies of humiliation"), but the melodrama is sparse on this album. The sorrow here is small, but real.
From what I know of The National's discography, that realism seems to be their most brilliant quality, and I really do mean brilliant. Even if I may be a married man in his early twenties living in the suburbs, Trouble really makes me feel as if I know what it's like to be ten years older, single, and living in a city. And it doesn't just paint a picture of what that life looks like from the outside, but it really gets inside the heart of someone in that situation. It gets specific enough to feel truly personal by using first names (Jenny, Jo, Davey), first person, and dialogue. But, it also stays generic enough to allow the listener to become the "I" in every song. It's through that vicarious living that Trouble delivers its blow. And not that you necessarily feel the sadness that's being sung about, because honestly, a lot of it isn't all that sad. But, you feel sympathy for whoever really is experiencing everything that the album is built upon. Sure, he isn't going through anything traumatic, there is no unexpected death or painful separation, but he's a real person and he's going through a hell of a lot. And not only that, but he's normal. By the end of the album it's easy to realize that pretty much everyone's going through a hell of a lot, and Trouble finds a way to make you dwell on that reality, and it sort of breaks your heart.